Sunday, October 21, 2007

Autistic Mode Activated


The month's about to end and i'm having a mix of emotions. I feel excited that finally, i'll be turning over the biggest load i'm currently carrying. On the contrary, there are deadlines that i have to meet within this month and this is the reason why i wanted the time to run slowly.

I can feel the pressure from everywhere. Sometimes, i couldnt help but get irritated by simple things. This is not PMS of course. I've got a lot of deadlines and im pushing on the panic button now. There's this 2nd part of the diplomate oral exams, my research paper, the manual of the department that i have to submit, the upcoming strategic planning, etcetera, etcetera. Whew! Problem too for i dont have the drive to finish them.

I am just thankful that i was born autistic. Times like this, i just sit at one corner and activate my autistic mode. I'll once again open my art box, take those brushes, watercolors and stuffs. Turn my player on and viola! I'll eventually forget those pressures around me. I'll be able to rest my mind even for a few hours from the things that bother me. Ahhh life! Im grateful for watercolors and brushes for though i was not born an artist, they too are beneficial when i choose to be an autistic.


3 comments:

snglguy said...

Ahh, so you're not only a doctor but an artist as well. Cool!

I'm never good at watercolor as a medium. But give me a charcoal pencil anytime and I'll whip up, something. Hehe :-D

vernaloo said...

oh coolness!

so are you really autistic? hahaha kidding :)

AngelMD-No-More said...

sngl: im not an artist...im an autistic...hehe post the pics of artworks...hehe

verns: mare, 100% pure autistic...hehe