It's been more than year since I posted something here. I have been wanting to post a new entry but there were a lot of reasons that hindered me from doing it. First, blogger has gone Chinese a few months back. I couldn't understand any of the tabs that I tend to memorize what those tabs were for. Afraid that I might mess up big time with my blog account, I forgo with the idea of posting something. Second, fellowship training consumed much of my time. Third, morphine served as my human trash bin that all I need to do was to talk to him rather than going online to post something. Lastly, there's facebook where I could post my short rants through my status.:)
I realized though that the therapeutic effect of blogging on my heart and on my psyche is way different than the substitutes I've found. One, there's this feeling that I have emptied everything out after posting something. The thought that this blog is a bit "private" than facebook and that shedding some negative thoughts in here could not affect other life forms unless they read my entries (at their own risks), make me more comfortable in expressing myself here.
I am supposed to make a new blog account. You know, leave all the negativities and all the rants of training behind. Now that I am in private practice, and have gone "instantly" more mature after I was released from my training institution, my posts may be more mature and more optimistic now. For the sake of "continuity of care" however, I've decided to resurrect this blog and continue with what I have started. After reading some of my old entries, I had a good laugh at myself on how I evolved from a whining resident to a less-whining consultant.hahaha Nah! It felt good to read old stuffs. They served as measures of my growth as a person. If I leave them behind in this old blog and start a new one, there would be no point of comparison on how I was behaving a few years back to the present.hehe
Now that I'm juggling my time between my practice and my review for my diplomate exam, I know that I will be able to post an entry here quite often. There may be some changes with the way I think and feel. Since this is my trash bin, my whinings shall predominate this blog still...a bit milder though I suppose. There's something that didn't change with how I blog however. I still post lengthy entries.hehehe
Until My Last String Snaps
3 months ago
5 comments:
Doc Cel! I am sorry I was too busy to check on your blog, thankfully though, you also haven't posted a thing, so no worries there. Anyway, it's summer again and I wish I could, like you, have no boss to meet at 8am, and maybe, just maybe, go into the clinic just when there are patients. Thanks though for being back on the roll, will check on this blog more often now.
and our wait for your "resurrection" is finally over, tamed whinner? we'll see...
good to read a new post from you doc. :) just blog whenever you feel like it. nandito lang naman kami.
God bless sa exam!
I'm sure you'll be having sooo many patients in due time!
@mommy sheng, bonedoc, reena and dra wow: wow! as in napa-wow ako.hahaha You guys are there pa din and how fast were your comments. I'm sorry for publishing them late since ngayon lng din ako naka visit sa blog ko ulit. Thanks guys...I know I have gained friends in this blogosphere in your person.
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