in this place, i could take off that coat.in this place, i could unload that burden.in this place, i could express my whinings.in this place, i could drop that responsibility.in this place and time, i am just me, not a lifesaver, not a healer, not a doctor.
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Thursday, October 18, 2007
Enough Attention
I'm a self-proclaimed autistic. In short, i'm allergic to anybody's ATTENTION for the attention that im giving to myself is enough to sustain me. Actually, I still could share enough of my attention to anybody who wants it.
In my wish of being ignored and not paid attention upon, i realized that there are a lot of people who wished the contrary. That there are a lot of us who are lacking of it and are doing every means to have it. Knowing this made me think that i really have to pursue my business proposal. With this, i also learned to be thankful. At least i have something that a lot of people have been wishing for. However, i also realized that too much attention isnt good for autistics like me.=)
So you prefer to be a ghost, huh? Fleeting silently in the background looking over everyone's shoulders, hehe. :-)
ReplyDeleteexactly!hehehe i'm the cousin of casper actually...hehe
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